I'm just a little black rain cloud...

So I am completely unprepared for my trip this weekend. I was supposed to use these past few days to pack and organize and simply get myself together in order to make the most of the next few days. I ended up watching Screw Attack videos about old school games and their Top 10's. I still consider it a very productive few days. I will be taking more than I initially thought because of the weather. Being someone who gets very emotionally affected by the weather, the best way to deal is to be prepared. I believe it was clinically diagnosed as variation of "Seasonal Affective Disorder" because the depressed mode is stronger and more frequent during the rain and winter. So I will be bringing with me books, comics, toys, electronics, lappytop, and possibly even my PS3. Times like these, I do miss my meds a bit. Just because they did kind of balance out everything a bit, whereas now, it takes effort. I've often been told that I pack too much, and given the amount of distractions and entertainment that the internet and the world at large provide, one would think that not much else is needed. However, when you also have been clinically diagnosed with having ADD (though I still call bullshit on that one), you need options. I will see my trip as a sort of test. To be on my own, to be my own support, and to push past the weather in order to just enjoy my time away from everything. If all goes well, this trip will be done again in nicer weather. I will make a strong attempt to also update this blog during my trip to keep you afloat of my adventures and to have a record of my actions prior to my being arrested. Thank you.